Settled Dust yet?
Monday, August 30, 2010
At the start, they are all nodding dogs; "Yes" to everything; embracing your everything; "Okay" with your doings; all little YES-men. Then as time passes (or maybe after getting the girl), they go; you are not allowed to do this; not allowed to do that; why are you like this?; don't be this; don't be that; all COMPLAIN PIGS. Tell me, are all guys like that? or is it a prevailing characteristic of only Singaporean BOYS?
I was all ready to blast blast BLAST about all those MCPSs out there...but I shall be AT PEACE..Thanks to this quote (which I read of someone else's blog)..
Noticing a single shortcoming in ourselves is far more useful than seeing a thousand in someone else. When it is our own: we can correct it. ~ Dalai Lama
Anyways, it has not been the that smooth sailing for the last couple of weeks. For the 1st week, I was MAJORLY-HIGHLY-SUPERBLY IRRITABLE. And almost every little thing will trigger me off, and I will be in this angsty pissy fit. spells PMS crank.sighs. Then came the 2nd week, just as my wharped up moodswings was returning to its cave, my klutzyness and forgetfulness had to kick in, creating a whole episode that made my monster so upset=(
I am sorry for everything that ramped up your emotions and tears. I know I am responsible for it. As much as I will like to promise you, I will not do so (for now). Because I know as of now, I will not be able to uphold this promise, and will only end up disappointing you again with empty words. I can and will assure you that I will take care of myself no matter what. I know where is the line, and will not go overboard. I am probably the most stubborn and naughtiest gf you ever have till date, but I do not love you any less in comparison, trust me on that.
When I told you that I will be going to China with my family over the new year holiday, you understood it was important to me and was seemingly okay, but I know you were emo about it. Like you, I am not looking forward to missing our 1st new year countdown together, but I am definitely looking forward to holidaying with my beloved family. Because of school, you, friends..I have been spending alot less time with them, that's why I will jump at any opportunity for such family-getaways. Hopefully we can go for a short getaway together, before I start working=)
Let me sneak in some totally out-of-point issues now..DIVING!! Trip is from 1st to 3rd Oct..Anybody on?!?! Let me know yea!!!
Okay I got to RUN now..I got 10 mins to sprint back to hall=S Toodles!!!!Labels: family, I, me, random, scuba-diving
♥ silence fall upon
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