on a rollercoaster crank.
Saturday, June 12, 2010
Tonight is gonna be a good night.
Tonght is gonna be a good good night.
Im majorly cranky today..or rather for the later part of the day..
I was chirpy like a bird this morning..the ol' usual self, happy to be out having breakfast on a sunny Saturday morning with the family after such a LONG hiatus..the good ol' times of vegetable shopping and what nots. But hey family time is always heartwarming,.
Then I was looking forward to IKEA, and a whole afternoon of "us-time"..but something struck & im not so much myself anymore...the weird part, it was not on-going, it came in spasms...
moments of angst,
moments of irritations,
moments of snappy-ness,
plenty of loneliness..& it all got worse when the night fell..
Not that I had no one there for me..
*Thanks for asking me to join you at DblO.
*Thanks for inviting me to ButterFac.
*Thanks for offering a long drive to somewhere.
But I just wanted to stay away,
and not ruin anybody's Saturday night!
Emo? Maybe. Definitely.
About what? I have no idea myself.
So all I can think about now..is to..
bury my head into my pillow,
close my eyes,
and wish for a better tomorrow.
Maybe its just the tiredness and fatigue accumulated over the entire week hitting me real hard..
My mummy commented I looked very tired, and that I have been sleeping so late every night, which is actually quite a norm for me. But I guess I forgot about the part that, my usual wake up time during the semester is 9 or 10am? while I got to roll out of bed at 6plus or latest 7am now..
Sucks to feel like crapshit on a Saturday night. Its been a long long time since I felt like this.So suck it up girl,and time to listen to mummy, dry my hair & go to bed.
Tomorrow will be a better day.Tuition, Shopping, PC-show, Dinner...Yes it will be.Labels: family, friends, me
♥ silence fall upon
11:23 PM
