sudden change.

Saturday, January 31, 2009

its been slighty more than 24hrs since you left.
much feel so different without you.
as i look at your peaceful face,
are you happier over there at the other world?
i know you are.
at least no more pain & sufferings.
& you are reunited with your beloveds.

we are proud of you,
to have lived such an exquisite life.
i miss you ah gong.

Labels: family

snapshots of cny=)

Thursday, January 29, 2009

the little kids are sooo lovable!!!really bringlods of joy to the whole family..the crowd in the 4th gen is growing...i totally adore children, loves=D

so glad that i found the "cny feeling" a couple of days before lunar new year=D
happy moomoo year once again!!

Labels: cny, family

welcome the cows

albeit a little late..
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE
1st day of cny is always the busiest for my family..
while the 2nd is more relaxed, & less rush..
this year, we were like cows for both days!!
so much for the NIU year..MOOOOO~~

snapshots of cny will be up next=)
stay tuned.
[the uploading is gving me some probs now=S]

Labels: cny, family

Friday, January 23, 2009

now its the end of 2nd week of school..
see how time flies?
& im actually blogging in the school com lab..
while hogging on the slowww printer.

so i happen to stumble upon read an entry.
all i can say:
i don't know if i deserve all this from you. but im truly grateful to have you protect me. I may seem insensitive & super bickery..but i definitely do feel you & appreciate every single moment. Maybe u can tell me whats there to change? at that instant i will probably push it off..but if its to my abilities, i assure you i will do my best..

on another note,
i should be more responsible..
in this one week, i agreed to many many things.
but for some reason or another..
im can't seem to find the time to slot in everything.
am i saying yes to too many things,
when im actually not up to commit to all.
or maybe im jus plain lazy.
i hate the feeling of letting people down..

so while im waiting for the darn printer,
which is STILL churning out my notes..
my commitments for next week:

1. attend all swimming trainings!! (IHG is looming by=S)
2. finish all my 1st 2 weeks of readings (darn-ass thick!!)
3. handle all the necessary OAC stuff (POSTERS!!!!etc...)

alrights for now thats all. i should not be too ambitious, if not there will just be a super high possibility of me feeling overwhelmed & end up doing nothing at all.NOTHING.

so now im motivated, & really looking forward to the cny week=D

finally the printer finish vomitting!!!wheeeee*

15 more days~

Labels: love, me, rants, school, training

one week..

Monday, January 19, 2009

its one week into school,
& im not even in the studying mood yet.
its one week from chinese new year,
& im not really feeling it yet.
i think there is something wrong with my senses lately.
oh wells..

i have been grunting alot during 1st week of school.
but now that i look back,
it seem to have whizzed by just like that.
i will say the 1st week was rather smooth-sailing.
but honestly whose 1st week won't be?

some random thoughts..
something has been bugging me..
was whatever i did the other day rght?
or rather did i say anythig wrong that day?
not that i can do anything about it now.
but maybe i did stir up some avoidable emotions.
causing unnecessary unhappiness & hurt.
being the low context me,
thats what i always fear..
that my impulse shooting of words will hurt people.
sometimes what i say is just a fit of the moment.
& when i think back, i regret.
i don't mean to blame,
i don't mean to fault,
i don't mean to hurt.
its just my selfish way of getting it out my system.
sorry to all, who had to go through this treatment.

why are my entries getting so emo?
when people need encouragement/motivation,
i can type out simple quotes to spur them on.
honestly i get quite amazed myself.
me myself got to learn & stand by them.
(my simple quotes.)

alrights..to end off on a happier note,
my house has wii now!!!=)
apart from the must-visitings,
i think i can jolly-well plant myself at home during CNY,
& have some kick-ass fun with my family!!=D
me lovesssss...

19 more days to go.

Labels: family, rants, school

too emotional for your eyes.

Friday, January 16, 2009

i get so darn eeked.
yucked by how some people take others' lives so frivolously.
especially during occassions when i am not in the very right mood.
just like then..

you may not treasure your life..
although i think you should really learn to do so.
but please, my life was in your hands for that short period.
& MY LIFE IS PRECIOUS!!
whether you think so, i don't really care..
but i'm telling you, it is to me!!
if you want to talk on the phone,
pls learn to operate the bluetooth/headset.
if you want to message,
pls wait till you stop the car.
i know i am probably being a bitch here.
getting so paranoid & all.
but i was utterly DISGUSTED.
"please handle with tender care"
so well said huh..
please learn to handle others' lives wth TENDER CARE first!
don't ask me why the sudden change of mood,
i have no idea
just because i don't feel like saying.

i am was working hard.
working hard to let it go.
working hard to start afresh.
working hard to retain the friendship.
because i knew i didn't want to lose you.
but now i feel i'm taken for granted,
& i question myself..my actions.
maybe the best thing to do..
is to do nothing at all (in the first place),
then i won't expect anything in return,
& i won't be so affected.
now i just feel like unwanted junk kicked aside.
there for you to poke at whenever you like.
thanks for making me feel this way.

Labels: rants

what a start..

Sunday, January 4, 2009

but like always, ever ready for the camera!!=D
i think now yanny hates this show even more, cause it stole us away for the night=S but still..

Labels: family, friends, love, party

2009 is here..

Thursday, January 1, 2009

so..

happy
HAPPY NEW YEAR
to the world!!=D

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